Hello out there! How are you? It’s been so long since I’ve seen you.
I’ve actually been having this conversation a lot lately. Just where exactly have I been? Unless you’ve been at the lab, you probably haven’t seen me lately. Not many people have. I’ve been in a cave. I’m not even lying when I tell you that I’ve gotten letters in the mail from two of my doctors wondering where I’ve been. I haven’t had time to keep appointments, be social, fix my hair, do my taxes, or even go to the doctor. This last year has been FULL ON CRAZY.
Things have been going well at the shop. It’s running pretty smooth. But I have to say…It’s taken it’s toll. I’m pretty wiped out right now. A week ago, I took a week off from running cheeses because I was so exhausted. I pretty much slept for three days. It was kind of a sign, I think. I’ve been SUBLIMATING a lot of my personal needs to keep this thing going. And I feel like I’ve been doing a good job. But I’ve been going above and beyond for a while now. It’s really starting to make me feel taken for granted. My boyfriend keeps telling me I need to make a change. That this has been eating away at me for months and months. But change is always a tricky proposition.
The truth is that this is real life. Sure. There are challenges. But there’s a lot more right than wrong. We have such a beautiful collective consciousness brewing at the shop. Everyone who works there is so cool. I just love being there. I love what I am doing. I love the people I am doing it with. And I’m really proud of what we’ve been putting out. But I will admit, it’s a lot. Starting a business is hard, hard work. I’m not gonna lie. And you know what else is really hard work?
Motherhood! My partner, Julie, just gave birth about five months ago to the apple of everyone’s eye, Sonny. He is quite the thinker. He spends a lot of time deep in thought. And he has a lot to say. Plus, he’s pretty cute.
As you might imagine, we’re a little overwhelmed at the moment. A good problem to have. Business is booming. And although theoretically we’d like to be growing faster. The reality is that we’re going about as fast as we can go.
Some people might call this a difficult situation. And to be sure, it is. But this company was born out of DIFFICULT SITUATIONS. That’s kind of what we’re GOOD AT. The one thing I’ve figured out from all of this is that difficult situations are blessings in disguise. They are spiritual journeys to a better you. We just have to honor them for the lessons they are bestowing on us. And move through them. We have to be honest with ourselves about where we are falling short. And we have to be open to possibilities. When you hit the wall and think you can go no further, remember to stay open! That’s where all the magic is.
Right now, I am learning a couple things. Most importantly, I’m learning that despite the amazing miracle that I’ve been experiencing for the last year, I am only human. I have limits. And I reached mine a ways back. And number two, I am learning to be humble and ask for help when I need it. Ask and you shall receive. A creative solution to my current conundrum coming up! Stay tuned…