I had a very interesting experience this week that I want to tell you about. It’s called HOLOGRAPHIC SOUND HEALING. This was my first encounter with this healing modality, and my experience was very interesting to say the least. It’s very unlike anything I’ve tried before. To be honest, I’m not sure I really even fathom how it works. It works on many levels. My understanding of it is that it uses sound to recalibrate the vibrations in our body. Kind of like a tuning fork. Everything in our body vibrates at a certain frequency. When things are out of balance, you have dissonance. This therapy helps to restore balance. As a musician, this idea really appeals to me.
In fact, the therapist who performed this for me is my friend, JANICE. We have known each other since the sixth grade, and we met through music. We were in orchestra together. I played the violin, and she played the cello. Here is a very old picture of us (She is peeking out from behind me).
Essentially, we sat down and decided what the intention of the session would be based on what my goals were. After some discussion, we came up with this beautiful thought. ‘I AM FREE OF TOXIC INFLUENCES AND PAIN AND I AM RADIATING ABUNDANCE AND STRENGTH ON ALL LEVELS OF MY BEING.’ Pretty catchy, right?
Once the intention was set, I hung up the phone and lied down (Janice lives in Florida so the therapy was performed remotely). I closed my eyes and for the first minute or so just saw blackness. After a minute or so, things started to shift. I started to see waves of light radiating outward. Kind of like radio waves. The other things I noticed were that a muscle in my hip loosened spontaneously, and I could at one point feel my liver jiggling (This was very unusual). After that, I just fell asleep. When I woke up, over an hour had passed. I sat up, looked at the clock, and a few seconds later Janice called me back.
Janice had some very interesting insights about me. She said that my liver and my neck were needing a lot of help. Which is interesting since these are my two biggest problems right now. She also said there was something in my leg that looked like a nerve that was open. I hadn’t mentioned this to her, but I have some nerve damage from the ACCIDENT. There is a nerve that runs down my leg from my hip that goes numb a lot. When this happens, I have to sit down. It’s interesting to me that she could see this. If I were in the room with her, I would have gotten to hear the healing sounds of her recalibrating me. She said that the music that was coming out was very Asian sounding which is interesting too (since I am Asian and Janice is not). She said that things would still be shifting for up to 36 hours afterwards, but that I had released a LOT of stuff. I wasn’t sure what to expect afterwards, but here are some things I noticed.
1. PHYSICAL RELEASE. The first couple days after the most obvious thing that I noticed was that indeed my liver WAS dumping a lot of stuff. I was having a lot of the BURPING SYMPTOMS that I associate with my liver trying to let go of things. I was also…how should I put this…way beyond regular. I physically let go of a LOT.
2. IMPROVEMENT IN PAIN SYMPTOMS. I noticed that I felt less weighed down. A lot of my pain issues are caused my muscle tightness/spasming. It’s a very dense feeling in your muscles. I felt noticeably less restricted this way. Though I still have a lot of work to do in this department. It’s a big job. I’ve been getting massage therapy on it very regularly since the crash. It is helping too, but there’s a lot of ground to cover.
3. BRINGING MENTAL BLOCKS INTO MY AWARENESS. Probably the biggest thing I’ve noticed is a shift in perspective. One side effect of illness (and many of life’s obstacles) is a feeling of being beaten down. Your old life doesn’t work anymore and you inevitably run into situations where limitations and obstacles are blocking your movement. What I’m starting to bring into my awareness is this need to shake all of that off when you rebuild again. You have to not be afraid to try again. And not be afraid of your limitations or you will be defined by them. I’ve been noticing more and more how this has impacted me. And how I’ve been in a pattern of self-sabotage in a way. After all, as my friend Joshua would say (pictured above), ‘This is MY movie!’ And I can make it into whatever I want.
It’s good to remember that. Anyway, this first session was so successful that I might try it again soon. I’ll keep you posted…